truly feel like she was…Betterhelp/Charm… focusing on me and i actually choose video therapy um over you understand texting or email whatever i do not know if they do treatment through e-mail i do not think so but i in fact prefer video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would be able to build off of what we had actually already been sort of discussing and some of the problems that we have actually been going over therefore it did not end up being um it didn’t end up being what i desired it to be she seemed to be truly sidetracked it was in my mind it was like she was playing solitaire or something on her computer system like she never for like she would take a look at me every once in a while however most likely 97 of the time she was looking in another instructions and that didn’t really make me feel like i was hurt or being listened to and so she you understand was also like on her phone and just i do not know it just was actually strange now better hope they they just use certified therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up since i just wanted to make certain everything was legit and it was um however the um you know how they say you know like bedside good manners like with physicians i didn’t um i don’t actually understand what it would be phone side coach video side manner i do not understand therapy side manner heard way didn’t work for me um and so like i said i i didn’t really feel as if i the one thing that i wanted to do most like i said was a video option i didn’t actually feel as if that was the strongest suit of my therapist now we did have actually you understand in-depth discussion however um there were there were long times when i would say specific things and

she would react with something that was like super random or in some cases she was you understand respond to what i stated or like i do not understand it simply didn’t seem like she was very present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the better health platform therefore when you are signing up for a therapist you have to fill out like this questionnaire and they appoint you to somebody and so i completed the questionnaire once again um and it you need to go into you understand well i went into depth on my circumstance and so that didn’t really feel good to need to go through that procedure all over again um but i was like whatever so that brand-new therapist got designated to me and after that she sent me a message that stated you actually must be looking for someone who focuses on this i would encourage you to alter your provider so then i needed to fill up out the um questionnaire once again go through that whole injury of filling it out once again and then i was designated to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist however she still was responsive enough and so then i registered for a video for Betterhelp/Charm

so it cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial aid um and the the something that i really truly taken pleasure in about um better help was the fact that i might talk with my therapist at any point and so that’s what i started doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth speaking with her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i decided that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video choice and so when i did that um the connection and the chemistry and all of the things that i felt like we developed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.

truly feel like she was…Betterhelp Charm… taking note of me and i in fact choose video treatment um over you know texting or email whatever i don’t understand if they do therapy through email i do not believe so however i really choose video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would be able to construct off of what we had currently been kind of discussing and some of the concerns that we have been discussing therefore it did not turn out to be um it didn’t turn out to be what i desired it to be she appeared to be really distracted it remained in my mind it was like she was playing solitaire or something on her computer system like she never ever for like she would take a look at me every so often but probably 97 of the time she was searching in another direction and that didn’t truly make me feel like i was hurt or being listened to therefore she you know was likewise like on her phone and simply i do not know it just was truly strange now better hope they they only utilize licensed therapists and so i had looked this uh looked her up due to the fact that i simply wished to make certain everything was legit and it was um however the um you know how they say you understand like bedside manners like with physicians i didn’t um i do not really understand what it would be phone side mentor video side way i don’t know therapy side way heard way didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t really feel as if i the one thing that i wished to do most like i stated was a video option i didn’t really feel as if that was the greatest fit of my therapist now we did have really you understand thorough discussion but um there existed were some times when i would say certain things and

she would react with something that was like very random or in some cases she was you know react to what i said or like i don’t understand it simply didn’t appear like she was incredibly present um so i got a new therapist through the much better health platform and so when you are signing up for a therapist you have to complete like this survey and they appoint you to someone therefore i filled out the questionnaire once again um and it you have to go into you know well i entered into depth on my circumstance therefore that didn’t truly feel excellent to have to go through that procedure all over again um but i was like whatever so that new therapist got designated to me and after that she sent me a message that stated you actually must be searching for somebody who specializes in this i would motivate you to change your company so then i had to refill out the um questionnaire again go through that whole trauma of filling it out again and after that i was assigned to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist but she still was responsive sufficient therefore then i signed up for a video for Betterhelp Charm

so it cost me 272 dollars which was with the financial aid um and the the something that i truly truly taken pleasure in about um much better aid was the truth that i might talk with my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i started doing i was i was speaking with my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wished to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video alternative therefore when i did that um the chemistry and the connection and all of the things that i seemed like we developed simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.